.:really should be leaving, but i stay:.

because i have to be sure

and i never really am

able to give in to simple requests

like sexual ambushes

or complete love, which i suppose is really not that simple

after all

i have never known anyone who could

except

you

ask for these things

from me

you deserve these things

from someone better

than

im not much

not really anything at all

except

a burden

and you have

and that is why

i dont (think i)

deserve you

but you give yourself anyway

and you can have all of me

and starve for as long as you want

************************************

If I ever live up to what he thinks, feels, KNOWS that I am... I will be so lucky. So Lucky.

he thinks im something
[01/26/2002@2:52 AM] [he thinks im something] recently... test - 02/21/2018 change - 07/18/2004 good day - 04/26/2004 help - 04/15/2004 eh - 03/30/2004	because i have to be sure and i never really am able to give in to simple requests like sexual ambushes or complete love, which i suppose is really not that simple after all i have never known anyone who could except you ask for these things from me you deserve these things from someone better than me im not much not really anything at all except accept a burden and you have and that is why i dont (think i) deserve you but you give yourself anyway and you can have all of me and starve for as long as you want ************************************ If I ever live up to what he thinks, feels, KNOWS that I am... I will be so lucky. So Lucky. :\|cause\|:\|effect\|:	I read... actiongrl badlock badsnake blab blondeness chubbychic jwinokur littlecough livingwreck over-now perceptions prostituee prowlingleo spanklin tigerknight virgin wishiwasout say somethin', will ya? message dee-signs � 2002
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