"Can I PLEASE read it?"

I made the mistake of telling Adam that I have this journal. So now he pesters me a whole lot about wanting to read it. I can honestly say that there's nothing in here that I'm hiding from him. In fact he probably knows more about me than I put in my journal. I just don't want him to end up reading something about how angry or hurt I was 6 months ago or something, and feeling bad about it. We both have enough to worry about without adding the possibility of dragging resolved issues out into the open. I can sort of see his point, I mean, he's a little offended I guess that anyone in the world EXCEPT him can read it. But that's not really true either. No one else from "real life" knows I even HAVE a journal, much less knows where to find it. Michelle could probably find it if she knew it existed. I've almost let it slip out before. I think she would try to honour my wishes to not read it, but it would be very very tempting. Mark wouldn't have a clue where to find it, and I doubt he would even try.

In other news, there is no news. Everything is pretty much the same. My aunt is supposed to take me driving soon. I know she won't let me down in the end, but there will be numerous delays. There has ALREADY been numerous delays. And I can't believe Christmas is in a month. I feel like shit because I'm not going to be able to buy anyone anything. Fuck money.

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