.:really should be leaving, but i stay:.

Oh man, I am so fucking screwed. I made some major miscalculations and mistakes in some online banking and transfers and I am now overdrawn and being charged fees that are MORE than I was overdrawn, and I dont even have the money to ship some items that need to be shipped. How the fuck did I manage to do this?? Holy fuck What am I going to do. Unless I can grow some money on a tree, like, say, in 2 minutes, I am screwed. I literally have negative money right now. I have less money than zero. How is that POSSIBLE??

Seems to fit right in with the theme of my life though.

Why do I EVEN bother? Maybe I just won't get out of bed tomorrow, at all. And maybe people will think I am dead. Cause thats about the only way I am getting out of this one.

FUCK

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[05/22/2003@3:52 AM] [fuck] recently... test - 02/21/2018 change - 07/18/2004 good day - 04/26/2004 help - 04/15/2004 eh - 03/30/2004	Oh man, I am so fucking screwed. I made some major miscalculations and mistakes in some online banking and transfers and I am now overdrawn and being charged fees that are MORE than I was overdrawn, and I dont even have the money to ship some items that need to be shipped. How the fuck did I manage to do this?? Holy fuck What am I going to do. Unless I can grow some money on a tree, like, say, in 2 minutes, I am screwed. I literally have negative money right now. I have less money than zero. How is that POSSIBLE?? Seems to fit right in with the theme of my life though. Why do I EVEN bother? Maybe I just won't get out of bed tomorrow, at all. And maybe people will think I am dead. Cause thats about the only way I am getting out of this one. FUCK :\|cause\|:\|effect\|:	I read... actiongrl badlock badsnake blab blondeness chubbychic jwinokur littlecough livingwreck over-now perceptions prostituee prowlingleo spanklin tigerknight virgin wishiwasout say somethin', will ya? message dee-signs � 2002
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