yes

Its becoming very very tempting. To come home from the cold and climb into a warm bed. Not my bed, or his bed. But our bed. To feel that warmth, and weight on the other side of the bed every night. When he says "get a place with me" his eyes say "i yearn to sleep with you, to wake up with you, to hold you every single day and night." When he says "I dont think youll ever agree to move in with me" his eyes say "Please dont reject me. I want to be with you always."

And its getting damn hard to say no to those eyes.

When I say there are reasons that its not time, I mean it. Its not a cop out. Its just the truth. There are several completely logical reasons why it would not be a good idea for us to move in together at this point. But emotion is quickly catching up with logic and at this point, its safe to say that its anybody's race.

Tonight, just tonight for some reason, I would have said yes in a heart beat. I feel my heart aching for him right now, as ridiculous as that sounds. We were just together last night, and the night before that, he stayed over. And yet. I would have said yes. I would give anything to be in his arms right at this moment. But tomorrow, I wont feel this way. Tomorrow it will be illogical again.

But the day will come when I will make those eyes smile a more beautiful smile than ever before. With just one simple word.

Yes.

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