.:really should be leaving, but i stay:.

Nothing particularly bad has happened in the last few days. I was with Mark today and yesterday. Last night we watched a "gay" movie called The Fluffer. It was trying so hard to be good, and it just wasn't. He was out of town for a week, and then in the hospital/recovering at home from a very bad bacterial stomach infection. He's fine, but this all means that I haven't been driving in 2 weeks. So I'm back to feeling like my whole life is a waste and I'll never be anything or accomplish a single goal. Oh man, here we go again. I'll shut up now so as to avoid doing another poor, poor me entry.

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[02/09/2003@2:19 AM] [eh] recently... test - 02/21/2018 change - 07/18/2004 good day - 04/26/2004 help - 04/15/2004 eh - 03/30/2004	Nothing particularly bad has happened in the last few days. I was with Mark today and yesterday. Last night we watched a "gay" movie called The Fluffer. It was trying so hard to be good, and it just wasn't. He was out of town for a week, and then in the hospital/recovering at home from a very bad bacterial stomach infection. He's fine, but this all means that I haven't been driving in 2 weeks. So I'm back to feeling like my whole life is a waste and I'll never be anything or accomplish a single goal. Oh man, here we go again. I'll shut up now so as to avoid doing another poor, poor me entry. :\|cause\|:\|effect\|:	I read... actiongrl badlock badsnake blab blondeness chubbychic jwinokur littlecough livingwreck over-now perceptions prostituee prowlingleo spanklin tigerknight virgin wishiwasout say somethin', will ya? message dee-signs � 2002
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