.:really should be leaving, but i stay:.

Dear me,

Don't ever let yourself think that things are OK. Don't get caught up in the fact that you are much busier, and therefore, somehow better off.

It's not true. One night of being alone, and you will see. One tiny thing that could possibly be construed as rejection, and it will be back. That creeping, sad feeling. That dispair that you have written of so many times is still lurking, and still just as potent.

But please don't make the mistake of rejecting the fleeting moments of happiness and all encompassing acceptance.

*************

When he said he wanted to taste me, I felt the perfection of the universe profoundly.

And yet tonight, here I am.

:|cause|:|effect|:

dear me
[01/24/2004@8:52 PM] [dear me] recently... test - 02/21/2018 change - 07/18/2004 good day - 04/26/2004 help - 04/15/2004 eh - 03/30/2004	Dear me, Don't ever let yourself think that things are OK. Don't get caught up in the fact that you are much busier, and therefore, somehow better off. It's not true. One night of being alone, and you will see. One tiny thing that could possibly be construed as rejection, and it will be back. That creeping, sad feeling. That dispair that you have written of so many times is still lurking, and still just as potent. But please don't make the mistake of rejecting the fleeting moments of happiness and all encompassing acceptance. ************* When he said he wanted to taste me, I felt the perfection of the universe profoundly. And yet tonight, here I am. :\|cause\|:\|effect\|:	I read... actiongrl badlock badsnake blab blondeness chubbychic jwinokur littlecough livingwreck over-now perceptions prostituee prowlingleo spanklin tigerknight virgin wishiwasout say somethin', will ya? message dee-signs � 2002
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